Monday, May 19, 2008

confused and frustrated

Women...am I right guys? haha. basically my plan these days is to wait for a girl to slap me and say "when are you going to ask me out?" I just can't read signals very well, and that is probably what it will take. Actually, i think that I am able to read signals that girls send me, but I tend not to want to believe the ones they all send me.

I am incredibly "trigger shy" on asking girls on dates, or anything like that. Why? It's pretty obvious I would hope. I have been riding a wave of confidence up until very recently, and i hope that I can get it back, because it feels good not feeling like a loser.

Anyway, why am i writing this? I'm writing this because I can not go to sleep and really need to put my thoughts on proverbial paper. I don't ever want to ask a girl on a date again, EVER. Every time in my life I've committed to something like that things never went well. Alternately every time I just did my own thing and just didn't do that things seemed better.

The truth is that I am impatient, and anxious. Things seemed better because i was playing it safe and therefore not getting rejected. On the other hand at that rate I will never get anywhere.

have a good night, this is why I can't sleep tonight

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